Saturday, September 24, 2011

I'm going to AUSTRALIA!!!

I'm going to Australia in March! I am soooooooooo excited. My parents are taking the family for my Grams 80th birthday! Can you believe that? So now comes the work of losing 50lbs before then and getting my passport in order.

The passport is important, I'll need it to go to Cabo in December. I can't believe I am going to be traveling so much! So exciting!!!

Its been a year since I saw Yumminess. During a recent session Sally and I talked about him and I realized it was time to be honest with him about what I want and need. Its been a year. So I went to his office yesterday and we had a nice talk for a little over an hour. He asked me to give him the weekend to think things over. So now comes the waiting period...oh and crossing of fingers!!

Life is good...I'm still tired, work is kicking my ass!! We lost a laborer yesterday on one of the projects, a terrible accident so I am having to deal with all that. I have to deal with the investigation on Monday and my thoughts keep going back to yesterday and the family. *sighs* sometimes the job is difficult.

I'm going to AUSTRALIA!!! maybe I can bring a hippo home in my suitcase. *giggles*

Tuesday, September 20, 2011

So tireddddddd

I'm so tired of so many things. I'm tired of what seems like everyone moving on with their lives with someone new and I'm still alone, I'm tired of what seems like constant girl drama, I'm tired of M constantly jumping on me about it and I'm tired oh so tired of family stuff.

Chewtoy married his gf in August. I was so shocked, especially after everything that she caused in July...amazing. But it goes to the if a man wants a woman he will do anything to keep her.

The Past is expecting his first child, and his wife and him had their official big wedding in Sept. *sighs* why's that bug me?

I'm living my life, work is amazing! It busy and it is overwhelming at times but its there. GP is going strong. We had a busy weekend and have another busy week coming up.

I finally saw Rascal Flatts in concert on Sunday! OMGOODNESS can you say AMAZING!!! It was so great!

Drama with the BB site that I am on, this woman whom I have crossed paths with a time or two is starting crap. *sighs* really? I'm SINGLE get the hell over it. You have NO right to get upset at me or anyone that I happen to date. It really is annoying and just painful.

M always gets so down my throat about the drama. I seriously feel that I should just walk away from him, I haven't seen him in months. Is this how friends are? *sighs* I miss him but I also know that this is all it ever is going to be. He isn't ever going to be ready.

Today Panda reminded me of that when she told me what had happened with J2. :( Its sad but so try, again if the man wants you he's going to be with you.

Life is good...but I am tired again...so tired of everything...and not only that but I have to go back to the Doctor for a check up, I can sense something isn't right. Just so tired.

Thursday, September 8, 2011

BLACKOUT..San Diego 2011

The power is out...the power is out...oh no the power is still out. Whatever did we do before power? It's amazing how much we rely on power, you can't get money to buy food or gas let alone buy the food of gas. Then when you're home you have no TV, no internet and right now with the heat wave NO AC!!! Its terrible.

Thank goodness I have one of the coolest landlords ever, who hooked my neighbor and I up with extension cords to turn a fan and lap top on. AWESOME!!! Hence why I'm able to blog.

They say that the east power grid in Arizona went out earlier today which cause the North bond power grind to shut down...hence NO POWER in all of SD!!! Amazing really. Now if I had gas I would so be going some where...but lol the banks are closed, cause their computers are down and hence no gas stations open!! UGH!!! So I am stuck here at the apartment...but thank you for my lap top!!!

I had the foresight to put the crock pot on last night and make up a mean chili verde, which I shared with my neighbors. Its gonna be a long night...but at least I have a lap top and a fan that's more than some people have right now!!!

Enjoy the blackout SD, take a nice long slow time to enjoy time together, family. friends, read a book. play some games, catch up with each other...slow down from the hustle and bustle of life and ENJOY it!