Tuesday, September 24, 2013

Health and Doom

Do you ever go to the doctors for a routine checkup and come out feeling like doom? Today that was my experience. I guess it wasn’t really routine, I was going in to have a few bumps that have inflamed looked at as well as finally have my ankle and wrists looked at. I walked out having to go in for a full blood panel workup, a follow up in 3 weeks, 2 rounds of antibiotics, and a cleanse to start in 6 weeks. WTHeck!

I like the new doctor, she is awesome and I know she is wanting to get me healthy I respect that, but why the doom and gloom feeling? Why the feeling that the results are just not going to come back good?


I guess I’ll have to wait. 

Tuesday, September 10, 2013

Thoughts

My thoughts wander moment from moment, thought to thought, it wanders. 
It wanders to the yesterdays,  tomorrows and today's. 
It wanders to you, him, me and her. 
It smiles, cries, and wonders out loud. 
It brings hope, pain, love, lust & heartbreak. 
It wanders the mind late at night, ever so quietly in the back of the mind. 
It brings the realization of a new view, new voice, new idea.
All the while taking me to places I never knew within myself. 
My thoughts wander......... they wander to you.