That's where my life is right now.

What do you do when your BF whom you live with says I don’t want to be in a relationship anymore? Yet you are still living together. Seems pretty hard to take doesn’t it.

Welp that’s where my life is right now.

funny thing

Funny how I tend to get into relationships with people who just don’t want me the way I want them. I want someone who feels I am their person, their one love. I already realize with A that Niki is that person or was that person for him.

I get this strange feeling that they will end up back together. Shrugs such is life, so why do I allow myself to love men that are so unavailable to me?  Why do I allow them to just burn inside me?

A and I are okay. Except the same damn thing all the time, sex!  We don’t have sex. NOPE not at all. We only have sex when visiting Thad’s. Seems like the only time that he is even sexually attracted to me at all is there.

He doesn’t seem to really care or listen. He keeps talking about me moving out, and needing his space. Okay asshole here is your space. Oh I should probably say its that time of the month. :P