Funny how I tend to get into relationships with people who
just don’t want me the way I want them. I want someone who feels I am their
person, their one love. I already realize with A that Niki is that person or
was that person for him.
I get this strange feeling that they will end up back
together. Shrugs such is life, so why do I allow myself to love men that
are so unavailable to me? Why do I allow
them to just burn inside me?
A and I are okay. Except the same damn thing all the time,
sex! We don’t have sex. NOPE not at all.
We only have sex when visiting Thad’s. Seems like the only time that he is even
sexually attracted to me at all is there.
He doesn’t seem to really care or listen. He keeps talking
about me moving out, and needing his space. Okay asshole here is your space. Oh
I should probably say its that time of the month. :P
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