I read a quote the other day " Watching you walk out of my life hasn't made me bitter or cynical about love, but rather, it has shown me that if I wanted so baldy to be with the wrong person, how beautiful it will be when the right one comes along." What if you believe the right one has come along but they aren't in the same place as you?
Yes I'm referring to Yumminess. I have also realized that I want someone in my life that realizes that I'm impatience and a little insecure, that I make mistakes. That I can be out of control at times and hard to handle. But if they are willing to be with me at my worst, than they will defiantly reap me at my best. Yumminess might realize all this, but he's not in a space right now that he's willing to chase after me or show his feelings, and you know what that's okay. At least that is what my head is telling me I am suppose to say and feel.
I realize I need a distraction romantically in my life, but I don't want something that is just about sex. I want a genuine FRIEND!!! to hang out with and than have sex...*giggles*...my good friend E and I hang out all the time I just wish I was attracted to him that way it would be the best arrangement, but I'm not. *frowns* So I need to find an E that I am attracted to and not get emotionally involved. Is that possible?
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