Monday, May 30, 2011

How am I suppose to react?

I've gone on a few dates with Shannon and really seem to like him. We've been friends and talked online for over a year, when we met I really liked him, but the friendship was more important so we didn't pursue anything till the last month.

Recently though I have noticed that he is on the site everyday that we met on and it really bugs me. It makes me feel as though I am not worthy enough, that he's looking for someone better and I don't like that mind mess up. I don't know what to do or how to react, do I say something to him? Do I just say F it and move on? Do I just pretend it doesn't bother me? WHAT? I asked a male friend of mine what he would do if it was someone he was seeing and he didn't have any thoughts. *sighs* that makes it even worse for me because I don't know if I am over reacting or reacting normally. *UGH*

How are you suppose to react when you don't know if what you are feeling is genuine or just a your girlie emotions flaring out of control yet again.

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