I thought I would have heard.

So my date on Thursday with T went amazingly well. I defiantly will be seeing him again or so I thought that evening as I drove away. Friday he had surgery which I knew about and knew he would probably be in pain this weekend and sleeping. But its now Monday and I still haven’t heard a peep from him since Friday afternoon telling me he had surgery. Nothing! Not a peep and I’m sorta reeling trying not to think the worse (like is he still married) I know he’s probably just dooped up and will contact me when he gets back to work tomorrow but still it would have been nice to hear from him.

I did hear from M this weekend, some of it my fault due to the drunk texting of Friday and some was him on Saturday. I don’t know why I can’t seem to get this guy out of my head. I was thinking its because he is comfortable and I know him, but shouldn’t’ that also want to make me SMILE? All it does to me these days is make me want to bash my head into the wall and scream “WHY”!!!!

Boy drama again….UGH!!! On a brighter note 18 days and counting till the girlies and I venture off to Vegas for our Girls weekend. I am so excited and stressed a bit about money. It will be a fun weekend and I’m excited about it! YEAH!!!

So I just have to get through the next 18 days then I’ll be soaking up the rays of Vegas, the booze, and not dwelling on who I would have heard from or not, I’ll be with the girlies!