My Biological clock is ticking…and has been strongly lately. Why? I have always just accepted that I will remain childless my life but lately I have been thinking all sorts of wild things. From getting pregnant by yumminess and being a single mom, to adopting, to being a foster parent. For some reason the need to have a child in my life lately has gotten so strong that sometimes it hurts. What is going on with me?
I’ve actually woken up the past few mornings with a sickly stomach, and this morning though wait am I pregnant? Wouldn’t that mean I would have to be having sex? Well okay let me rephrase that cause ya know I’m having sex. Wouldn’t I need to be having sex with someone and not using a. a condom or b. they have been fixed? Just saying I think there has to be some mix of something from a male to get pregnant. *laughs*
Maybe I am just at the ripe old age of 38 that I am hearing that tick tock tick tock STRONGLY!!! That I am causing my own upset morning stomach, or maybe its that I am working on my PCOS and health that the thought of losing weight is so overwhelming that sometimes I don’t know what to do with myself. Or maybe and this is such a 16 and pregnant thought/moment, maybe I just think that a baby would love me unconditionally…well at least till it’s a teenager. *smiles*
Whatever it is…the tick tock tick tock is driving me a bit batty, could someone please pull the plug on the grandfather clock already?
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