That’s one of my goals for 2013, to not let the effects or
thoughts of how others perceive me prevent me from doing and living my life for
me.
Like DANCING!! I love
to dance I really do, I’m probably really bad at it but I love to dance. Alas I won’t dance in public, I’m always
scared that people are watching me and laughing at me. I know they are (come on
admit it) but really what does it matter? It’s not like I am ever going to see
these people again. Not like they are paying my bills so why is it that when it
comes to dancing in public I just can’t? Get out of my own way!
So today I got out of my own way and posted the link to my
blog for the girlies of my woman’s group to read. UGH!!! What have I done? What
What What!! How could I have posted to let the women in my life read the most
personal parts of my life? How could I continue to write honestly and
positively knowing that they might be reading it? UGH!!! Get out of my own way!
So I’ve started on the goals for 2013 and it feels good. The
year feels positive, strong and amazing. Get out of my own way is one. TRAVEL
is another; yep I have finally set a definite date to go to the Grand Canyon
3.22.13!!! San Francisco by 9.1.13, LA in May, and NEW YORK for Christmas!!!
TRAVEL I am so excited!!!
Financially setting myself up is a focus this year and I’m
focusing on the 52 week savings, as well as putting money into a travel account
so I’m not struggling when the time of the trips come around.
LOVE!! I’m going to find love this year! I’m not going to
settle and I’m not going to waste time on the necessaries in my love life.
Decide move on and focus, he is out there and I am worth the work. Sure I’ll
have my heart hicps, I’ll have my hopes popped, and my tears. But in the long
run I will find him and he will find me and TADA!!! LOVE will occur!!
Get out of my own way!! For if I don’t a traffic jam of life
will occur and that’s never a pleasant feeling!
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