What a strange weekend. Eyes have been opened to people and
the drama in communities, in lives and sheesh it’s a bit draining on one’s core.
People who I once looked at as being “friends” I now have my eyes open to the
truth. It’s amazing how caught up in the “ME” of life people get. Life isn’t
all about you, it’s about the people you choose to surround yourself with and
the gifts they bring to your life. So with that said I’ve decided to change my
surroundings.
It’s hard in the kink community especially with so many of
the events I enjoy going to these same energy suckers are at. But I have
decided to just live my life and surround myself with those whose words are
backed by their actions. Simple isn’t it? One would hope.
It’s funny to me those that seem to publicly dismiss drama
are usually the ones that are attracting and causing the most. My mentor calls
them Attention Whores, I’m seeing as my eyes open to people the truth of the
matter. EVERYONE has DRAMA in their life. I still stand by the saying that in
life as humans we are either going through drama, just got out of drama, or
about to enter into some sort of drama (replace drama with situation, issues,
etc.) So trying to say that you’re DRAMA free is quite humorous to me, BUT to
me here is the difference when you are constantly in the DRAMA there is an issue.
Separate
yourself, find your middle, locate your peace, your safe place within yourself.
You can only control yourself and how
your react, live, treat others. You are your controller, regardless of your
ties to others or what titles others give you.
*deep breathe* So a change is about, Its time. Time to work
on myself, time to get happy again.
I’ve been talking to
a wonderful woman the past few days. I’m excited to see where this might go.
She’s beautiful, sweet, funny, caring, and we have a lot in common.
Change is
about, just like wonderful blooming flowers, leave the negative, the drama
behind like the melted winter snow.
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