Two days ago I was overwhelmed by life and my feelings with
A. Since then so many people have reached out and I totally appreciate it but I
also feel so overwhelmed by it. I don’t want to have to explain or talk about
it over and over and over and over again.
BOXES! That’s what I have been trying to do since Monday.
Put everything into boxes, can I handle this right now? Can I change the
outcome? Put it in a box. I told S that and he said that I tend to not want to
deal with things.
I don’t know I feel like if I say anything to anyone I’m
judged right now, the anger is there from so many people. It might have been
easier to have actually gone through with it on Monday. These feelings of not knowing what I am
feeling are overwhelming.
I know logically I should break it off with A, he doesn’t
deserve me. He doesn’t want me the same way that I want him. But I feel so
overly clingy right now and have no idea how to handle all this.
I just want to go home and sleep and sleep and sleep and
sleep. I want everything to just go away.
Can I put that in a box also?
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