Reality TV

People say that reality TV is not real, that it's staged. Well let me tell you I have watched a lot of the reality shows (my TV is on when I'm home mostly for background noise) and people are really that crazy.

I've been watching this new show on Tru TV called All worked up. It shows people doing their jobs honestly and people that freak out on them. Jobs like Repo men, Bail Bonds men, meter maids and Process servers, these are honest jobs that people actually have to do. You would think that those types of jobs wouldn't be that dangerous but SHIT they are, and people flip out!! Its sorta funny that people that break the law, don't pay their bills, or what not get so upset when they get caught as though they are they victim. Sure it sucks to get a parking ticket but I don't throw ice cream and the meter maid or spit on the process server. Its not their fault they are only doing their JOB!!! Sometimes I want to say the same damn thing to my sub contractors and admin peeps who scream and get so upset at me when I ask for needed paperwork from them. I'm only doing my job!!! Sheesh

So M called me a B*&$@H last night via text. I couldn't believe it, I got really hurt and upset. I told him when we first met the only thing I ask a man to never call me is that. You can call me anything else but that I can't handle. For 11 years of my marriage my ex thought it was my name and it just stings and brings back those memories. So to have M call me this last night it REALLY REALLY hurt. To think that I had told him this before and that it obviously wasn't important enough for him to remember I think hurt more than anything. He apologized but it just didn't seem genuine, I had hoped that he would actually attempt to smooth things over and show me how sorry he was, but NOPE!!! That only happens on TV, or should I say in non-reality shows.