So about three weeks ago I met a guy we'll call him Volt. Anyhow Volt and I met for drinks and had a great time that evening. We meet a few more times happy hour, movie, etc. We ended up sleeping together, the catch is he's married. But they have an open marriage. The thing is even if someone has an open marriage it doesn't meant that you can fall for them. *sighs* I realized earlier this week that I was falling for him, so last night I cut it off. *big frown* I really enjoyed spending time with him, but you can't fall for the married ones!! So now here I am sitting here sad over a married man whom it wasn't going to go anywhere with, and wishing that he would email or text asking why, at the same time knowing he won't. *sigh* Stay strong S, don't email him.
I haven't updated on the 50/50 challenge in awhile and have lost count! Let's see the last few books I've read were Abraham Lincoln: Vampire Hunter, The Awakening and a few others, I'll have to go back and see where I left off on the books. Movies dang I think I lost track there also, but I've seen a lot since I last updated, I'll have to go do that today.
So here I am a little depressed at so many things, money, volt, my house being dirty, not going to bootcamp this morning, just being depressed. *sighs* alas some of it I can change and should get up and do, it'll make me feel better.
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