I finally meet M and we had our first "official" date last night. Can you say smitten and BIG smiles? Because I am. I'm smitten with her, thinking about her makes me smile, giggle and can't wait till I see her again face again.
She is everything I have ever dreamt of in a partner and I was failing in finding in a male. So it not only surprised me when I finally met someone so amazing, but warms my entire soul when I think about her.
Her generosity, caring, love and honesty, scares me to my core. What if I can't give enough back? What if I hurt her? What if I disappoint her in sex, love, emotions? Oh how I dislike what ifs! Yet my mind still goes there, still worries about the unknown.
She is so wonderful, funny, thoughtful & amazing. She cares about her mum, celebrates her friendships, and is defiantly focused on what she wants and needs in life. She remembers things about me, cares more about others than herself, she holds my hand, kisses me deeply and smells amazing.
She's has a rough dating history, which I can relate to with my own wonderful dating history. But she's open to seeing where this may lead with a "bi" woman and my heart is full of expectations, warmth and gratitude for her and the adventure we've just started.
For she is just HER and that's all I need!!!
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This is me!
Over the years I’ve learned that everything bad will pass into a memory and everything good will burn a memory in to your heart.
I’ve taught myself to listen to the voices deep within myself; you know those gut feelings you have, the good & bad that help you think through the issues in your life. The ones that remind you that this too shall pass, and pass it will.
I share myself in my blog, the purest, rawest form of me. You may learn something about yourself (or me), react, commiserate or chuckle a little over my rants, what ever feelings that are drummed up just know that this is ME, as simple as that!
I’ve taught myself to listen to the voices deep within myself; you know those gut feelings you have, the good & bad that help you think through the issues in your life. The ones that remind you that this too shall pass, and pass it will.
I share myself in my blog, the purest, rawest form of me. You may learn something about yourself (or me), react, commiserate or chuckle a little over my rants, what ever feelings that are drummed up just know that this is ME, as simple as that!
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