I've always believed that the universe puts things in our path exactly when we need it. So this weekend I met a great guy who attended my Rocky Horror Picture Night event. He's HANDSOME, funny, intelligent and the energy with him is amazing. He then showed up at my discussion brunch on Sunday. What a surprise and wonderful to get to know him better.
That night we went to dinner and a local park that use to be a cemetery. It was a great first date and I can't stop thinking about him. This time around I'm trying to not be to overly clingy, needy or well the norm S pattern of things.
The universe I believe puts things into our path for the right reasons and I truly believe that this new man was put in my path to show me the way to enlightenment and guidance.
Now if they can just put a new job in my path I'd be happy. :)
Monday, August 18, 2014
Friday, August 15, 2014
And it starts
Despite my new goal/habit of positive self talk this morning depression is taking over. Not being able to sleep last night didn't help. So this morning the debilitating depression kicked in, regardless of the list the positive talk all I want to do is sleep, watch TV and cuddle. Alas I have no one to cuddle with.
I keep telling myself that if I don't get up and do at least 3 of the things on my list for today I'm going to feel worse. But sometimes Depression is so powerful that no matter what you tell yourself you can't force yourself to do it.
So it begins.
I keep telling myself that if I don't get up and do at least 3 of the things on my list for today I'm going to feel worse. But sometimes Depression is so powerful that no matter what you tell yourself you can't force yourself to do it.
So it begins.
Self Talk and Confidence starts with You!
You know that something is trying to tell you something when not only does the CD in your car start talking about Self talk, but also the workshop presenter that evening also talks about self talk. So I got the message LOUD and CLEAR this evening Universe! I understand I need to readjust my self talk, I need to remind myself of how AMAZING, BEAUTIFUL and INTELLIGENT I am. I need to wake up with a smile, peace and positiveness each morning. So yes universe I get it.
You're probably scratching your head going what is she talking about? Well let me tell you. We all have those voices in our heads that tell use we're too old, too fat, can't do something and a lot of times, (NO, most of the time) we listen to it. Well let me tell you this CONFIDENCE comes with HABIT!!
Years ago after my divorce I remember my mum telling me "S you choose how your days goes by how you wake up. When your feet hit the ground you can choose to make the day AWESOME or you can choose to let it be crappy. The choice is yours" I sorta laughed her off at the time, but I've thought about it many times over the years and remind myself in the morning that its my choice how the day will go.
Positive Self Talk doesn't come easy, I know it doesn't. It takes time, it takes dedication and it takes the desire to make it a habit. After all whatever you're currently an expert at you were once a beginner at. To change your self talk has to start somewhere!
Are you going to be single the rest of your life? At a job you hate? Constantly wanting to lose weight? Those are all negative thoughts. Think positive. You're life is beautiful and preparing itself for your partner. Your job is not your life, smile and find the things you like about it and concentrate on that. Love your curves!
Start RIGHT NOW!!! What are two things that you are constantly thinking negative about yourself and find a mantra that you will start to say to yourself each day through out the day. Add another one in a week, and so on. You'll start to see the changes in your relationships with friends, family, co-workers, and best of all YOURSELF!!
For in order to display CONFIDENCE you have to start with yourself!!! In order to be open for love, you have to first love yourself. In order to believe and accomplish your dreams you have to build the dynasty and to do that you need action. Action build Confidence, which builds YOU!!!
Start today! For tomorrow will be the one step closer to your new habit. Thank you Universe for the forehead slap of a reminder.
You're probably scratching your head going what is she talking about? Well let me tell you. We all have those voices in our heads that tell use we're too old, too fat, can't do something and a lot of times, (NO, most of the time) we listen to it. Well let me tell you this CONFIDENCE comes with HABIT!!
Years ago after my divorce I remember my mum telling me "S you choose how your days goes by how you wake up. When your feet hit the ground you can choose to make the day AWESOME or you can choose to let it be crappy. The choice is yours" I sorta laughed her off at the time, but I've thought about it many times over the years and remind myself in the morning that its my choice how the day will go.
Positive Self Talk doesn't come easy, I know it doesn't. It takes time, it takes dedication and it takes the desire to make it a habit. After all whatever you're currently an expert at you were once a beginner at. To change your self talk has to start somewhere!
Are you going to be single the rest of your life? At a job you hate? Constantly wanting to lose weight? Those are all negative thoughts. Think positive. You're life is beautiful and preparing itself for your partner. Your job is not your life, smile and find the things you like about it and concentrate on that. Love your curves!
Start RIGHT NOW!!! What are two things that you are constantly thinking negative about yourself and find a mantra that you will start to say to yourself each day through out the day. Add another one in a week, and so on. You'll start to see the changes in your relationships with friends, family, co-workers, and best of all YOURSELF!!
For in order to display CONFIDENCE you have to start with yourself!!! In order to be open for love, you have to first love yourself. In order to believe and accomplish your dreams you have to build the dynasty and to do that you need action. Action build Confidence, which builds YOU!!!
Start today! For tomorrow will be the one step closer to your new habit. Thank you Universe for the forehead slap of a reminder.
Saturday, August 9, 2014
Life after a job
Monday I was let go from my job and H after 2 years of stress, emotional abuse, and just an unhealthy place to work I'm finally FREE of that place!
I'm about to start a legal battle and have filed unemployment and sitting patiently waiting to see the out come of that. So why is it that there is a bit of anxiety with peacefulness over me? Peaceful in that I am away from there and know that I am doing the right thing legally. But anxiety over where is rent going to come in a few days?
I know that my Higher Power has ALWAYS taken care of me and that I have always been okay and I know I will be this time also...its just crazy that I'm unemployed at 41!
So my life after H right now is trying to stay motivated, cleaning, cooking, looking for a job and just focusing on staying positive. What does life after a job look like?
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