That’s what it has done with Yumminess and I. If I think about it I don’t know if we ever were going to be an US. Over the past 5 years that has always been one thing or another. Just when we both saw progress and thought that things might be progressing, Fate decides to throw a curve ball of his little girl being very sick.
Yumminess finally communicated with me via email of what is going on with his little girl. She has a hole in heart which would be okay he said but they are going to fix that as they have to go in and do open heart surgery due to a main artery in her heart being in the wrong place causing her heart to work harder and grow larger. It’s a terrible thing I can’t imagine any little girl, child, adult for that matter having to go through this. So I understand that he needs to focus on her recovery. Its just a shame that it is happening at all.
The memories are sending me into a bit of a spin due to my own daughters heart issues 15 years ago. The lack of communication from Yumminess reminded me of the lack of information the Doctors and Nurses could tell me. Still to this day I can’t explain what happened beyond her heart wasn’t right. *sighs*
So it is the end of Yumminess and I as an US. It is the end of what might have been and I suppose the end of a dream/fantasy I have held on to for so long. I have to respect him and his decision to take care of his own mental well being and his little girls recovery. Its just difficult to let go.
I know I have to as my basic needs as a friend aren’t being meet let alone those of someone more. I have to step out for my own well being to be able to be healthy and happy where ever I land.
*shaking fists* Fate you really do have a way of pulling the rug out from under me.
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