Sunday, January 9, 2011

Sad & Proud... all in one how strange can that be?

As I sit here drinking my second glass of wine after a really long day, and a few minutes after give myself some self love (yes I said MASTURBATED) I realize how much I miss yumminess. Yes Yumminess if you are reading this, I miss you. I miss the way your kiss could make me smile, swoon and drip. I miss how just hearing from you made my day, and how being a part of my life seemed important to someone at one time. *sighs*

I think its the wine talking, obviously not my sane mind. As my sane mind, I would tell you all I AM GREAT and moving on an fine, but two glasses of wine and a long day of walking my first 5K and seeing The West Side Story this evening, I'm exhausted. I should be in bed but I wanted to be really tired and I think I am headed there. *smiles*

I should be happy and proud of myself for finishing the 5K today. But all I can think about right now is how much I miss the friendship with yumminess, and how it really sucks to be alone right now.

Oh well tomorrow's a new day.

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