Who are you when no one is looking?

Are you really you when you're around people? Are you honest with yourself and those that are close to you? Or are you like 90% of people that put masks on and pretend they are someone else to be liked?

I think I am me, wherever I am, whomever I am with. Of course there are some friends and people that don't know all aspects of me, but that's okay the core me is who I am around people.

But I think that what people don't see is that I am really lonely. I miss having someone to call my partner, someone to hear a love song and think that's them.

I heard a beautiful song this evening in a movie and it made me think of yumminess, called Give into me . I know though that 2011 is about me! Getting healthy physically and mentally. So I am not focusing on men this year, I'm so busy with life my groups, work, family and trying to get healthy that a man will just complicate things. So why is it that I feel so alone and would like someone in my life? Is that really who I am when no one is looking?