Some men are just JACKA$$e$

Silly me in allowing someone back into my life that has hurt me once before and who didn’t have enough respect for me to cut ties the correct way. So what does he do again? The SAME dang thing!

I went on a date with Ma few weekends ago, after some six plus months have passed, when he disappeared for no apparent reason. He texted out of the blue stating he wanted to apologize, that he screwed up and wanted to make it up to me. So I allowed him to apologize and take me to dinner.

His excuse for disappearing last time was he had been catching feelings for me and he wasn’t ready for that. So he got spooked and took off. He said he realized it wasn’t the best thing and he should have spoken to me about it. A part of me was flattered that he had admitted he had feelings for me. The other part was like uh huh, dude you’re not getting in my panties.

So the night of the date, he picked me up right on time, smelt yummy and we had a nice dinner, then drinks. He drove me home, we talked a bit, he walked me to my door, kissed me good night and said he looked forward to seeing me soon. It was a nice evening, and of course I sent a text to thank him.

During the week we texted back and forth, decided to give it one more round. I told him that it was important to me to have a man in my life that showed how he felt towards me not just say it. I told him things that were important to me in a relationship and again he seemed responsive.

So we made plans to have a LATE dinner on Sunday night. I hadn’t heard from him all day Sunday so I sent him a text. When it came time to meet I still hadn’t heard from him. That was 2 days ago and yet again he has disappeared. I’ve texted a dozen times just asking if he was okay. NOTHING!

Silly me for believing some man that he had changed and would do the right thing. Fool me once shame on you, Fool me twice shame on me. So yes I feel very foolish and silly for falling for it again, especially since that week of texting I was starting to have some apparent misgivings about the entire situation. All I can say is thank heavens that I didn’t give it up!


Update: So he lost his phone a few days ago. I received an email from him this evening telling me that he likes me a lot but that I am too pushy and clingy wanting EXTRAS from him that he's not quite ready to give me. WHAT THE HELL ARE EXTRAS?!!!!