Happy Valentines Day!

I seriously feel like crap today! I should have stayed home. I am wearing myself out and I need to stay healthy! UGH!!!

Oh yes Happy Valentines Day!!! Or for those of us that are single and have no one that is interested in sending us a silly romantic gesture, Happy Singles Awareness Day!!! I was suppose to be going to D&B’s tonight with the singles group I run but I am seriously fighting off puking so think the best thing for me to do is go home and sleep. This week is going to be BUSY BUSY BUSY at work and beyond! UGH!!!

Speaking of busy! This past weekend was just a go go go weekend. I swear I need weekends from my weekends. Sat I ran the 5K and finished 4 mins faster than last month. YEAH!!! It still killed but I did it and have a beautiful heart necklace to show for it. It was a fun morning.

Sat evening was so much fun. I got plastered haven’t done that in a LONG LONG LONG time! Seriously 3 shots of tekillya, and 6 blue moons later I was loving on everyone and anyone. *giggles* I now realize that I am seriously a drunk text er. I text ed M a few times *ouch* I know I said something’s that I had to apologize for. *ugh* My saving grace was that Z was at the party and distracted me from saying anything really stupid! *smiles* He took my phone at one point and gave it to panda for safe keeping. Z is a lot of fun and seems pretty interested. So we will see. *sighs* have thoughts here but still processing them. *sighs*

I invited M to an event with us last night and because of some family issue he wasn’t able to make it. I was disappointed but well it just shows a lot where I stand I suppose. I don’t know HE is so confusing. M’s been texting a lot lately and I appreciate it but I really just get this feeling in my gut that he’s not being honest and it doesn’t feel good. I am enjoying the talks via text but still a relationship it doesn’t make. *sighs* I don’t know. I guess I was hoping something different especially today, on this stupid retail holiday. *sighs*

I’m meeting MSTR T after work. I made him some cookies, his girlie and him just broke up and I thought it would be a nice gesture. I remember how much he likes home made cookies. So that is my cupid giving this year. *smiles*

I wanna go home!!! *blah* I swear my throat hurts and I feel pukey. UGH!!!