I'm sad!

Not really sure why I'm sad, I just am. I feel the tears really close to pouring and a part of me wonders what is going on. I've had a pretty good day. Took an hour long hike with V, then went grocery shopping and took a nap. Tonight joining the girls and their guys for the comedy show. THAT MIGHT BE IT!! It might be that I'm going to be there single, and everyone else is going to be a coupled up. I feel alone a lot these days.

D had to cancel on our date last night. He said he had to work. Today though he had all sorts of issues going on. *frowns* N said he didn't feel comfortable about communicating anymore because of what pix did. So yes I feel totally LONELY and sad!

I'd just like to meet a guy that wants to hold my hand, laugh with me, thinks I'm worth not letting go. Someone who would get jealous over someone else being interested in me. I know I know manifest and give to the world and it will come. *sighs* My question these days is WHEN!

I have to cut bait with D. Move on from something I know will never be, or never was suppose to be. Delete and move on quickly from those that don't realize how amazing you are, so you can make room for those that do.

Turn that frown upside down and you'll be full of a smile.