Night and Day

So I have been told that I am a great woman. Sweet, Caring, Sexy, great in bed, positive energy, great heart but that I have another side of me a stalkerish side. I already know this and although it seems silly to try and defend that side I feel I need to. 

I have trust issues big time, most men say something and their actions differ. So when I'm seeing someone I tend to check things out to make sure their words are matching their actions. What I have found is that is what usually freaks men out. What I find funny is that  what they usually are upset about is that I have caught them in their words not matching their actions. 

Take LD for example. He tells me on Sunday that he is just going to look for friends he wants to see also where things might go with us. Yet he's always on that site checking people out over and over and over again, its quite annoying so I have deleted him from my phone, I'm moving on he's not worth it. 

Since when did I have to only date one man? Dating is exactly that DATING!! So that is what I am going to do DATE...and I am going to control and not let my night (stalker) side appear or care anymore.