WHY!!! Why on the way to work this morning did my brain
decide it wanted to freak out about A possibly being stationed elsewhere in A
YEAR!! Like is it really necessary for
me to think about that right now? Why is if necessary for my CGB to be like "oh
stop caring about him, stop loving him, stop all of it cause it will go away in
a year". IT’S A FUCKING YEAR AWAY!! And not only that but there is a chance he
could be stationed here for 3 years afterwards so WTH!
Ya know CGB sometimes I
don’t understand you either!
Life has
been good, is that what it is? A and I are finally in a place I can say that I feel safe, loved and
cherished. K & I are in a place that
we both are realizing what our marriage is and loving each other for being able to move and flow with what we
both need.
SO WHY CGB? WHY this morning did you want my to have a panic
attack for something I have NO, spell it N-O control over? Just enjoy the time
with him and get on with your bad self!
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