Why is it that today I looked @ The Past's Facebook page and it shook me up? Nothing has changed. I know why we aren't together and I have no desire to get back together. I do miss him at times but I know I am in a better place today.
So why it have me sad and wanting to crawl into bed crying? Is my cycle coming? Is it that my birthday is in a few days? Or the anniversary of Izzy's passing? Am I just overwhelmed and depressed? Is that I am feeling down that there is no one in my life to treat me specially on my birthday? No flowers that will be delivered to my office this year, no special kisses. Maybe I am just being emotional. I don't know.
Maybe crawling back into bed would be best. Kisses and hugs this afternoon from my god baby will cheer me...she's turning 2 and that is great!
So who knows hopefully I'll get past this in a few hours.
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