Wednesday, November 17, 2010

Drained

I'm so drained tonight. Yumminess and I are yet again trying to figure things out. So why is it that I feel like the entire world is closing in on me again? that I am losing a grip on myself and my own sanity? Is it because I haven't gone to a meeting in 2 weeks? Is it that I really don't want to do anything again? That being in his arms today truly made me just want to be there forever....that it was safe. So why do I feel the tears coming on tonight?

Why do I feel as though its a good bye? A thought I can't seem to push out of my mind. *sighs*

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