DON'T ADMIT IT!!

So I made the mistake the the night of admitting that I liked someone more than I should or thought I would. *sighs* Ever since then things have changed. I'm trying to reel myself in and not seem so panicky or need but its changed totally changed since I admitted that out loud. I keep telling myself that I'm being crazy that its just that he's under the weather or busy or what not. But still it  feels like abandonment and like I'm not as important on the weekend as I am during the week. *sighs* I can't always explain my emotions or my illogical brain thoughts, but they are there they are me and it is what is. 


It was nice hearing from him, feeling like someone was attracted to me, interested, showing my attention but it all changed when I admitted I was starting to like him. *sighs*

I'm feeling my insecurities big time this weekend, feeling like no matter how much you might start to like someone that you should NEVER EVER EVER admit it. I mean EVER! The moment you do things change and they are no longer interested or act the the same way towards you. So if you're enjoying the attention, affection or what not..DON"T ADMIT IT!!!