Duck Duck Duck!!!

That’s really how I feel right now. The woman’s group that I run and have run for a little over a year just seems off lately. The core group of women just seems to have broken off into little groups and it feels REALLY crappy to be on the outside of it. It’s like this group of 5 to 6 of the women that have become really good friends and just go off and do their own things together, YES I know that is why I started the group but at the same time they are still a part of the group and they are very cliquish and don’t seem very open to meeting anyone new in the group. It’s depressing and hurtful at times.

A few of the other women in the group have expressed these same feelings like they are really not a part of the group. I can’t explain it and when I ask the women about it why they do this or that, they accuse me of giving them the third degree etc. etc.

All this BS and hurt feelings has been going on for a few months now where I am seriously at the point of stepping out of the group. *sighs* I adore the group and all that we do, but it’s a lot of work to put into the events and have only one or 2 people come, or have these clique of women decide to do something else that same night. Its just disrespectful, or that’s how I feel. *frowns*

So DUCK DUCK DUCK!! It seems like there is changes in the air, this group, the online site I was on and a new me. What does the air have in store for me?