Sunday, October 16, 2011

out of joints

It feels like everything in my life is out of joint lately. My woman's group isn't as close and as strong as I thought it was. I feel more like an outsider in the group than the organizer. :( My love life is non existent. I've cut men out of it that I realize are just dead weight and only adding negatively to my life instead of enhancing it. My grams is in the hospital, my head can't seem to wrap itself around all the negativity going on and my body feels like its falling apart.

I'm journaling out trying to figure out a game plan for myself and to cut back somethings to come about to find myself again. Back to the program, back to working out, back to staying focused. Maybe I'll be able to find that peace inside again, instead of this feeling of my joints being all out of alignment.

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