Its Halloween. You'd think I'd be excited, and happy trick or treats and fun scary times. But nope it will be just another Monday evening. My mind is drifting again to why allow certain people to do things, I should say certain men. Or should I just say a certain man.
I know he doesn't want me. Even if he had the time or whatever the excuse is today he wouldn't want to be with me. There is always something some reason some excuse. Just seeing that he's on that site viewing all the women, adding them as friends, just reminds me that I'm no one to him. He even viewed her! The one woman in the world whom I seriously can say that I HATE!!! So why can't I just say F a duck and let it go? I so want to. I want to just not care anymore. He doesn't care so why should I? He doesn't even contact me to have sex or talk or whatever. *sighs*
So its a trick not a treat this evening. Maybe some cheesy scary movies, chili and a good glass of wine will change my mood.
Happy Halloweenie! I hope it was a freaky good time for you all!
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