Have you ever thought about ending your life? Ever felt so alone, so empty so defeated that you can't see a way out? Your soul ever just crave to bond with someone, to be held to be loved to be comforted? That's where I have been the past month, and especially the past week.
I feel so empty so alone, as if asking myself WHAT MORE can happen? Losing A as a friend has cut me to the core, the abandonment coming out big time inside me. Being kicked off the BBW site and accused of things I didn't do. Having a psycho woman working hard at ruining my life. All of this leads up to the anxiety/panic attacks and the thoughts of never waking up again.
Its difficult to just find someone to hold me, to let me cry to help release the stress. The dark thoughts haunt me daily, hourly, each minute, each second I breathe.
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