I want a fairytale day.

So today was a weird day of sorts. I woke up this overwhelming feeling of anxiety and panic. I said goodbye to Yumminess, even sent him this long email. I felt the release of the anxiety and thought okay I can go through the day.

My oldest niece JM graduated today. You have to know a little about JM, she is my god daughter and when she was younger we were very close. When my ex husband and I divorced it tore at JM more than any of the kids. JM is my ex husband's niece by blood but I claim her and my other 3 nieces and 1 nephew by heart. I have always and will always be there for these 5 children regardless of my divorce of the family. Anyhow I was extremely happy for JM today, 2 years ago she went through a lot with her mom and her sexual preference that the once vivacious outgoing straight A student started failing and it looked as though she would never graduated. Last summer she pulled herself together and today she graduated in a class of 346 students.

Fairytale