Mixed signals or reading to much into it?

So I slept with Trojan man the other night, the same night I was priding myself in setting boundaries. *ugh* Now it is 3 days since and I am really reeling in everything. Processing my thoughts isn't even the right word to explain it.

I realize I did sleep with him way to soon. I don't know if it was that I wanted to feel close to someone again, really wanted to spend more time with him, or as Miller said wanted a bootie call. I don't think it was the last at all, because I really really do like Trojan Man, He makes me smile, laugh, talks to me, and the way his hand makes me feel when he grabs it. I melt, haven't felt that in a long time.

I was even honest with him on text asking him to let a girl know when/if she's getting to clingy, etc. I even asked him to compliment a girl. But its now 5:30pm on Saturday night and he hasn't contacted me at all. *sighs* G says that if he doesn't contact me by Monday to move on. It would really be nice of Trojan man initiated contact, but we will see. Something definitely was off on Thursday.

At the woman's fair today, NM told me to date multiple men that way I won't get too hung up on one or Codey till the right one wants a relationship. I think that's a good idea so, I'm going out with subnacho tonight, dinner @ Luiciano's. Maybe it will keep my mind off Trojan Man. *sighs* I hope so.

In this moment I am protecting my options.